I wanted myself to be genuinely horrifying. I didn't want to try and keep any of the pretty facial structure I held, like many other entries I've seen where the person's face is still holding their attractive features. I wanted to be ugly. I wanted to forgo all lovely things within my features, and create something beastly.
If I were to become as ugly on the outside as I am in that deep corner of my psyche, this might be the beginnings of that transformation.
Sorry this didn't turn out as good as I wanted it to, but my retarded as fuck internet didn't want to work at all so I had to jump through a load of hoops to get this done period, and with only about three days to do it >: (